Having A Baby ❤
On 29.09.2016 we have an additional family member, Aaron Nathaniel and so I became the most loving and awesome onti in the world *selfproclaimed*
Of course it is a blessing and happy thing to have a baby because baby is cute especially my Aaron muahahaha. But it can be stressing and difficult at times because he CAN NOT talk so you have no freaking idea what is going on. Some examples:
- He slept from 1 to 5 omaigot why he slept for so long no hungry meh
- He woke up crying shove boobs into his mouth still crying omaigot why like that
- His body felt hot, 37 degree omaigat was he sick quick call the nurse and google normal temperature for new born
- My brother was downstair and his wife texted him saying that the baby was a lil bit pasif did not move as much as usual everyone rushing upstair to see
- Watched him sleep intensely to make sure he was breathing
And the baby was just home for 3 days😅
I don't think I will ever be ready to have a baby considering the negative thoughts about how things can go wrong that I have all the time. Maybe I should find a pediatric husband so I won't need to rush to hospital everytime I feel like something is wrong with the baby.
Afterall baby is the cutest thing ever so maybe all the sacrifice worth it. I can watch him sleeping for hours and it is not even my baby lol. Please grow up healthy and strong baby onti loves you 😚
Here is an old video of aaron. I can't get a new one because I have been sick so I restraint my self from entering his room *sad*
Of course it is a blessing and happy thing to have a baby because baby is cute especially my Aaron muahahaha. But it can be stressing and difficult at times because he CAN NOT talk so you have no freaking idea what is going on. Some examples:
- He slept from 1 to 5 omaigot why he slept for so long no hungry meh
- He woke up crying shove boobs into his mouth still crying omaigot why like that
- His body felt hot, 37 degree omaigat was he sick quick call the nurse and google normal temperature for new born
- My brother was downstair and his wife texted him saying that the baby was a lil bit pasif did not move as much as usual everyone rushing upstair to see
- Watched him sleep intensely to make sure he was breathing
And the baby was just home for 3 days😅
I don't think I will ever be ready to have a baby considering the negative thoughts about how things can go wrong that I have all the time. Maybe I should find a pediatric husband so I won't need to rush to hospital everytime I feel like something is wrong with the baby.
Afterall baby is the cutest thing ever so maybe all the sacrifice worth it. I can watch him sleeping for hours and it is not even my baby lol. Please grow up healthy and strong baby onti loves you 😚
Here is an old video of aaron. I can't get a new one because I have been sick so I restraint my self from entering his room *sad*
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