Chrismation

Tomorrow I am gonna get Chrismation at Sambas Kristus Raja church. Not really excited compared to when I first get my baptism last two years ago. It is not that I am not ready, but I am just a bit scared if I would still follow Him wholeheartedly in future. Oppa is an living example. He still believe in his faith but he never show up at church anymore.

Forgive me God for I am weak. I don't know what the future hold but please guide me so I could still believe in You in my whole life. A faith that never questions You and found my joy in You like a kid open his Christmas present under the Christmas tree.